Times of Freedom, some at least.

Here's a few selfless to celebrate my course to freedom!

So final critique for the semester is over (Woohoo!) and I'm down to my last submissions of portfolio and the sketch journal which I've bind and printed, not forgetting finals! But I'm feeling quite satisfied to have completed the crazyass AR1101 Deisgn mod, such a pain in the neck. 

So the other day I ran some errands and headed to Haji Lane to get some fabric for my stupid model. Yup so, of course.. there's OOTD. :P BIMBOZ! Wanted to try to put on make up that day but seriously I don't know a single shit about make up la.. and I'm too embarrassed to ask my girlfriends but not embarrassed to announce it here hahaha.. (19 YEARS OLD ALREADY STILL DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO MAKE UP?!)

My unglam shot so shitty I also wanna upload.. lol.

Anyway, my portfolio required some sort of design editing platform and I managed to get my hands on a Photoshop CS6! Okay, I always wanted to meddle with photoshop and some shit since young where they can create such eye-catching pictures and beautify themselves with liquify (LOL I don't la! I dont know how! but i'm gonna try ;)). Sooo this is quite an exciting deal for me. Hahahah. Here are some of my initial works.. quite shitty la but I felt quite accomplished being able to learn a handful from Youtube.. Wahahah!

COPYRIGHT PORTFOLIO ONE LOW JIA MIN ABIGAIL

hahaha you know last time when I was younger I would always put this kind of copyright shid up ahha but seriously la don't copy leh.. anyway, it looks pretty crappy now after I revamp the whole thing which took me an all nighters.

Shall give a hyperlink to my portfolio's that's done in a while (with a whole lot of mistakes everywhere!) Hope you guys like it! Can't stand ugly mismatched fonts now. ugh!

here's a preview of it!

Hee. Bye!

Sleep, I need sum

Hi tiny strand of hair

Another crit is over, another sleepless night and another screw up ~_~ oh well. I can't deny I'm still loving my "creation" or some say Khan/Doshi's inspired creation. Mad tired right now but there are so many things I want to do before the new assignment starts.. yet I'm bounded down to another module's work. SIGH.

Everyone in studio is probably in awe of me wearing a dress because I'm forever in T-shirts, shorts and sleepers. Yup, that's what I go by in studio anyways. I didn't have anything formal to wear for crit at home :/

Anyway, life had been based on pen knifes, cardboards, subzero confidence and overwhelming disappointed. Man, I sound like an emotional wreak or what? But really. Some had it harder than me (probably had a advantage to take it softer because of my innate non-chalant ability) creeping their way to sleeplesss nights. Yes it's a plural and I only had a singular sleepless night. 

Gosh, what am I even typing now.. things stop making sense anymore and my eyes are squinted trying to keep them open as I write. YAWNNN! 

I miss someone :(

Recess Week

So it's recess week right now and this library book above I borrowed is already due since last week, having yet to be returned. Recess week is a total bliss for architecture students while the rest of the uni peeps are mugging down their week for the mid terms. There are still ongoing projects for other Mods but SERIOUSLY, ANYTHING BEATS DOING COURSEWORK. Agree now or prepare to get your head severed .

Only designers would ever know the pain of redo-ing work.. after work.. *designers, agree now*

Anyway the completion of the works and end of critique week is definitely a feeling to be savored.. it feels soooo awesome that weeks of hard work could turn into something sooo.. so.. beautiful... *glittery sparkly eyes* Oh gosh I sound narcissistic as hell but I am one...  everyone would go like "who the hell cares of crit or grades man.. I COMPLETED MY WORK" And the achievement is really there.. Architecture is torturous but somewhat pretty fulfilling.. Better than A levels okay the feeling.. but I highly do not recommend anyone to join Architecture.. HORRIBLE COURSE. NEXT SEM QUIT LIAO. Ha Ha Ha HAHAHAH..

I decided to revive my blog which became on hiatus (which had been resulted by subconsciousness) because I have been using to much brain thinking and  finding ways to manipulate tutors to agreeing that my work is right (tho it is usually wrong). I needed to get in touch with superficiality like random crappy amateur pictures I take, trying to look pretty and some manufactured need for retail therapy. Yup. So here I am.

I guess I still have a deadline to meet in which it requires me to scan my A1 works. But I can't really do it now.. cant I. So speaking of A1 works, I'm actually pretty satisfied with the outcome. I never thought I coud have such powerful tolerance and percision to come up which these works.. and of course a pinch of agaration (an estimated line)(HAHAHA, A PINCH.. YEA RIGHT.) I could say I was really pushed far off of my comfort zone.. really uncomfortable.. and what my tutor said was true - everyone would be doing their work to the very last minute before crit(presentation). 2 out of 10 of us didn't. I didn't but I was only "privileged" to have slept for 30 minutes. 

Below are some of my half-done works, probably upload the full ones when it's being scanned.

That's Ayden and I, drawn to scale 1:100 ^_^

yes, Architecutre requires VISUAL ART skills. but seriously this person(chengsiang) who did these, his art is insane.

Beautiful eyes. 

Post crit dinner with studio mates :) + Non-Archi Stuff:

Some time with Ayden  ^^ who sometimes stay up with me all night just to give me some company while I struggle to do work *shy* * Guilty* *which guy would do this!?* *IMALUCKYBASTARD*

Rachel who magically transformed to Dom while cell. Hehe.

Cell!

Hehe, Goodbye! Time for some studying now :(

Moving Onwards

 

So I'm now in University and currently specialising in the most infamously busy course here - Architecture. Think A levels was hard? Welcome to Architecture.

A horribly meticulous and larbour plus brain maximising form of torture you can take, and I'm only in semester 1. Holy. Anyway I have the free time now because I'm having horrible menstrual cramps and I refuse to move about at all. But not all hope is lost here, I guess you can say the final outcome is rather, satisfying.. unless you made some little tiny itsy bitsy mistake here and there(UGH.)

And yes, who's reading my rant anyways I've been gone for so long here ..

*depressed, once again*