Monday

I'm back from McDee's studying with poly kids and I'm finally finding some form of motivation to study again. Hopefully I'll be able to prioritize my time a little better now, perhaps not. I found out a new way to self-motivate myself, not really, actually it's an old trick that I had always been using since the quarter start of this year which I thought had become obsolete after the many months but I guess not.

There's less a month's time before the block tests(again) and right now I'm starting to get a little worried about completing my revision since I have so so much doubt and topics to cover. I'm so dubious about it right now. I have such a bipolar attitude, few weeks ago I was nonchalant, completely indifferent about my academics thinking of playing, having fun and playing some more during the holidays. The next thing you know, boom, a complete change in mindset, worrying and complaining about how I will flunk my tests, surmising that it's too late to study and making a mountain out of a molehill of my little academic setback. The irony of a girl's mind.

I'm currently pretty addicted to this song Heaven Knows by Rick Price. I know it's a really old song with silly lyrics but the song portrays such deep meaning with its mellow soothing melody.

And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause Heaven knows