Happygal94

I am about to sleep but I feel like blogging.

Currently my heart has this tingly sensation a feeling of momentary happiness! Yippee I love this feeling! But for that I don't think I'll be able to sleep early.. To add on, I've been this nocturnal owl I am for the past few days, barely seeing day and only waking up when the sun is about to set, sigh I need to revert back to being a morning bird.

Oh well, I rather feel happiness than being in despair!

I haven't been feeling this good for a while now and I want to stay this way. I'm so glad I broke out of the little "funereal" hermit shell I've been for the many weeks and months, oh there is no way I'm taking a chance to go back there, it is indeed so unpleasant..

Sometimes following your heart isn't all that great if you're just being stagnant in false hope and delusions your heart makes out. Following your head makes you think of the practicalities and essential things in life which makes life so much more worth while. I guess to paint a complete picture, there must always be a balance 50-50 between these two.

Hopefully I'll be able to keep cloud nine in my hands tomorrow!