There's a sense of happy and pleasing satisfaction to be back to one's abode this early on a weekday.

School had been on-going, throwing malicious amounts of endless tasks and assignments for the promos coming around the corner. Late nights consisting of homework, a cup of  tea and school essentials surrounding me with the tension of not having enough competence to excel and to achieve, the fear of not making the cut. Heebie-Jeebies. 

This is far beyond than any  academic obscurity I've been through. I never to I'll succumb to saying this, but I am Stress (with a capital S) and exhausted from all the obligations and undertakings I have to face everyday.


I need a break from reality. Perhaps not a break, but just a day off to complete these tasks.

Success entails hard work. I honestly do not want to repeat my life of procrastination and surrender. 19 days. I don't want to be one who says "if I were to go back in time, I will grasp the opportunity to study hard". Been there. Done that.